Dear Purple Man, Hello!
never to call you by name, but I know I owe you such a sentence. Like a long time, in his diary Li Momo's for you to write such a letter that you may never know the letter! We initially chose to become attached to this color, leaving me and your period.
are not comfortable with the shadow of this pocket-sized notebook to write things, so some of the wording is not accurate. A long time, the second year, when the right is a sophomore, since you told me: do not know when you receive my letter has become the happiest thing, see my letter to imagine my life has become a required course for you, You find yourself in love do not remember when I became a habit, we stopped this form of communication. After that I copied a Zhouzhuan Xiong's looking through the letter the letter out enough, you still often write to tell me, if you read my notes every day, imagine my life, I watched with a smile of sleep, I cried, because I that is not worth it, maybe I will start falling in love is a mistake, but you do not know, you insist on clinging own way, insisted on my concern, even many years later I do not remember the phone number you still thoroughly cooked in the heart.
Middle School graduate soon, and I work at the high school library, was the boss to the misunderstood, left out, what people did not say that a person had just rented a small house, it seems that is the only one ourselves a city, a person feeling lonely, middle of the night to the desolate beauty of re-Yongsan feeling lonely, so quiet night washed the dust and wronged hearts. (Later you told me that when you start the Special special concern has been anxious heart can not quiet).
met on the street you go to the market, know your contact information, you silly like a fool sitting next to your mother, I and SN naughty throw you with stones, but unfortunately, thrown into the aunt's who, after several times, you're always hanging on to take us to the home of the intersection, then turn back home. (Why do you say nothing you have not forgotten me, and then you only know how to silence.)
When I heard about it when school is not college thing, every cry cry every day, every day that you care about me, you told me, even if the whole world ignored me , you will give me information every day,
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you may not know, I went to the place where three years of your life - civil schools, imagine the way you walk, sat on a stone bench, picking flowers,
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summer stir in those days I SN and his boyfriend's story is difficult to withdraw, fooling around all day because they are dazzled by the day, because I had an accident, stay in bed the whole week, at that time how much I wish you could suddenly appeared at my bedside , even called me careless Ye Hao, but it only allows the teacher stepped in Tan Tan Yang Zou, doing a temporary replacement, so I do not know what to do (tired, you still is not any news, so I determines the ... ...)
sister back then, she was cruel treatment of all the memories, she began her new life, and I said to myself fiercely, going to college, It is time to say goodbye to all of the past, and I picked up a full four-year follow me a box full of letters, little by little turned into a commitment with his ashes, half-way when I try to dampen it with tears, raging flame, I found late, it was all over, I can no longer carrying the heavy load to continue my future a life. (Completely abandoned)
many, many memories have now become a specimen, the pressure in the pages of my memory, dusty ... ... do not want to mention!
with anticipation, I went to college, came again to accompany the upcoming four years later through his own place, carefully planning the college years to their life. University of beautiful, beautiful because of the fresh, everything is so strange. Ten days of the military shortly after the end of life, involved in the university I started this First day of school to meet a Tibetan boy - fat brother be nice to me, give me a phone, and later went into students, successful run for class leadership, dinner, and finally he said he wanted me to love history loading I firmly refused the first paragraph may be love, because there are fantasy. Soon he turned professional and left the place, also left the scope of my problems, and our professional talk about another girl on the love. (You do not know)
later work, is a cheeky young master to the wraps, but also damage the small profit to me a little boy pretending to get rid of him or not, because of fear, hiding in the cry, then let him be kind, not the first kiss. Three days later, I dodged him, and cut off all contact, let me clean the world again (I told you, then you tell me your heart ache, but you did not say anything.)
later because of FISH as your shadow, quiet when people peace of mind, the heart has run wild as the one you want to own the grasslands in the Pentium, the class engaged in activities, write friendship, and his miracles assigned to a group, Good Times, he gave me the feeling, intoxicated, has been selected the quiet. He later had his story, I had my touched. (You do not know)
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because of the complex emotional entanglements, (NANNING MUNICIPAL, Tang Hua, Bi Jinshan ... ...) semester sophomore year, I chose a good terms of Li Chaochun, well learned how to care for a person, like a person, like a person, worried about a person, has completed his college 108 days so far the only real love story - I called the Hundred Days against one!
passed everything ... ... do not want to mention. When I want to be when everything is quiet, but in a strange weather, I have Internet cafes, you are, I think some of the past told you, you told me something, forcing you admitted you want me to say out loud that you love me, still has also been deeply in love with me, waiting for me ... ... I moved, and braved the wind and rain, happiness back to the dormitory, was secretly a barely disguised pleasure, I naive to think that we can start over, I thought I could re-share has not yet begun to pick up the romance, the happy giggle of the two days, will you promise impulse, promised to be good with you, but just ten days, ten days only, I have seen through his heart, asked to understand their own lungs, I realized that time has been looking for love will not come to know can be idealized like wine, the more wine the more alcohol, the longer the more fragrant, but more for emotional, it has not, as a cocoon of a butterfly, once made of the specimen, the folder into the memory page to another there is no chance of the butterfly! to take a night train to me, and wants to give me a real hug in return was love,
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stubborn, but you, then you're just too impulsive choice, when we came close to the examination of our school, a place you've never been, but you had motion sickness, night train ride, as wrong, along the road to tell the out of the highway to eat. 6 had spent the morning in the cafe, has been worried that I would not want to see you with, for a long time, I met you, you pulled the restaurant, watching you eat a bowl full, it looks like you are suffering, then cool days, but did not dare to wear sweaters in the body, for fear of their sleep. Finally, in the sports city with you stroll the shopping, talking to you many, many possible reasons, but when you looked bleak with the eyes I said, can not hold me, when, I relented,
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come after you several times in succession in the city,
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do not want to have more memory, more memory because I know your heart will be more pain I'm sorry, my bad, that I was wrong, I should not have dragged you to my life, You tricky question until injury time scales, and then throw off your bitter, dismissed my life, do not let you say in everything, you can be refused care and concern for me, I overwhelmed by your kind every possible way, overwhelmed by holding in the palm of your carefully protected, overwhelmed by your focus, overwhelmed by everything you all ... ... because I know I never did feel at ease and your determination to go all the way, in my future There is no life plan for your figure, do not want to journey I choose to leave your footprints tired, I think sooner or later will leave someday, think you are not as easy to extricate themselves as young master who, nor is it spring to spring as easy to let go of him, you are purple Xia, a goofy, never strong, obsessed, do not know how to work around you. The longer, the damage you can only be piled thick, so I can not afford to hurt you, and never abuse you can not afford this, so I would be laid eighteen layers of hell, eternity shall not be able to bounce back. So once again I can only resolve down and never look back, stubborn to the point of view, so that my tears can not so let it flow, it is also a more extensive your sky, is your freedom, your own happiness.
day see you in QQ signature wrote, What a pain. Try to see myself do not know any of your messages, thus reducing their own sense of guilt, I think so.
But when a man walk down the street quietly when it is found that the people filling the streets seemed to be happy than I am, the streets were to be happy than me laugh, they think of me being cruel, I destroy not only their own well-being of a person, himself a happy man! My guilt for turbulent roll in my heart, I know how much I do too, how their behavior shameful.
hard to imagine these days what you will pine to the point, how would you go to work when suddenly go God, how will you eat when suddenly a daze, what will happen when you lost from work, what will happen when you go shopping stay, the night is holding what the mood to force yourself to sleep, woke up this morning with what will face frustration and fear, more difficult to imagine the National Day holiday, you are a person how to walk the beach alone, to that dream has long been looking forward to several years of local ... ...
Purple Man, please do not be sad. To me, not worth it, really not worth it! Most by these days, I count the good of all his all to explore the depths of the mind recently,
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or a person, slowly approaching 22-year-old birthday, and suddenly felt his heart on such a birthday full of fear, fear of growing old, fear of loneliness, fear of disappointment, fear of the near future , you are going into the temple of that magic radiance - Social large vat.
do not know why, never be so afraid, really! They want a lot recently about his own past, has been used to test his own lonely happiness! Do not want to escape has been avoiding the real world, most recently fell in love with his idol foam block long drama, romantic love which, like the inside of the stimulus, like there never fail to realize the illusion, guessed their own future, all the fantasy turned into a black eye written in the face. Inadvertently day a shopping mall in Longquan heard a I do not have to wait, do not hang around, love to go, to learn to let go hands. Too many expectations, too much frustration, be admitted that their failure to see the world of our feelings is just a cold you torture me, wake up, then do not try to be brave for me, for trying to flaunt the so-called love! Has been forgotten can only give you my pain, your heart broken torture torture, I completely deleted from the memory! Sorry! I'm so sorry ... ...
I have never doubted your ability to give me happiness, but I have not the courage to have this happiness, this happiness was not the good fortune of having, now I've decided to give up the power with the well-being. Imbalance in the balance because we love the feeling of things, our lack of the most important aspect, it is my feelings for you, do not have the nutrients of love! I have told you anything if I can not think, what do not take into account, I also like you to love me as deeply in love with you, I would be good and you keep going, knowing that the end of life. Unfortunately not, so I can not cheat you, can not deceive myself, so that the end can only be injured or another, since the separation is inevitable and why it barely requirements together, the result can only be hurt more memorable .
I set you free, you are good to pursue their own happiness it, you are a good birth, a real know how to love people, you have the right to have true love you treasure your girls. And I can only stand on the far corner, silently bless you, Youyou birthday that night, KTV in the song miracle of light into your life, but also suddenly nervous as cruel chose to leave, because from the beginning to the end, the dream is just a false FIR dream, doomed to disappear in your lives! Bring you unnecessary pain is not good ... ... perhaps my all somewhere have been doomed, then the last time you use your inclusive I wayward tolerant, inclusive and I never strong, since I will not bother you okay?
Thank you, you must be happy, must be happy to know it?
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