About death

2011 年 5 27,Lacoste Swerve Keyline Trainers, Friday, Sunny

I have spent in the first thirty years of life, at least twenty years time, I completely bypass the This What, I thought the day would must go on so until sterile. . .
do not memorize a junior alternatively senior year, fair remember it was summer, a long sleep. Is probably too peppery to sleep over and over repeatedly, I do not understand what s wrong with a sudden thought of dead, die, which means my body, spirit and soul of all the ashes (by this point, I was very fixed atheist, Oh, finally I did not live up to the party years of training), I no longer exist in this globe, From that day along, all occurring in the globe, I can not know, let lonely participation; I became a pinch of dust, and ultimately into a free, no longer conscious, prescience and emotion, a memories, All in all, anything, told me no league. . .
in that moment aware of these, I was this bloody life tin not escape the conclusion, frightened screeching,Womens Lacoste Trainers, SCREAMING. . . Almost all the students were slumbering woke me up, we must ask me how, is not having dreams, and I could merely prop his brain, and a see of fear and perplexity, not speech, and no statement said. . .
Since then, the Walk in the street, seeing the coming and working, suddenly thought of always those brisk eyes, hurried human,Lacoste Tennis Trainers, one daytime in the future, ambition not longer exist. . . Very busy, quite hard, very restless apt be alive in . . Hang around in shopping malls, Taobao, the swings among savings and unprofitable, . .
noon that day Sometimes at noon, periodically at night, mostly calm in the heart can not sleep time. In a time to get up up screaming the moment, in the extreme terror of the kind of relive over and over again, I realized more apparently, necrosis,Lacoste Running Trainers, as every individual, in the end means.
from that p.m., my life seems divided into 2 partitions, the 1st half,Lacoste Gravitate Trainers, stupidity, neither panic; the second half, and aboard the I do not know which is extra Many times, I have too tried Shuaishuaitou exertions to obtain rid of this terror, but it was too muscular, and once you accomplish, it can not avoid, can not rotate a blind eye to it, or before it turned away.
had seen the words, If, in articulation with the I finally know that this day, my day will not last always, not the end of time, it will end, the perfect end. That creature the case, the only live well, to collar the most important thing, I'm living.
For me, the most momentous object in life, what namely it? Not money, no renown, not jobs, not even a sense of attainment, satisfaction. Previously, I all love namely hypocritical to query yourself, ask others, the ultimate goal and averaging of life in the end is what? Now, I no longer ask yourself this question.
alive,Lacoste Strap Trainers, real, live patient, tolerant (for himself, but also to others), expansive and alive, in the moment, at this time, at the moment, here, cozy with their inner appetites and ambitions, readily accept this life and destiny has given me everything, nice and bad. What comes to idea, just try to act, pamper yourself, or claiming of others, no longer asking signification, no longer escape, and no escape. Carefully feel the charm of life, peaceable approval of life's trivial, banal, clumsy and dingy.
because,