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Chujun is a cheerful person, although we always smile when talking to her, but still can not cover up her inner gloomy forecasts. This is still a young woman, but marriage is facing a hard choice.
I have a 2-year-old half-behaved daughter, has a strong ability, looks outstanding husband, in the eyes of others, what a happy family, ah, but I have not yet reached the 30-year-old marriage I do not know how to choose the road.
1997 after graduating from university, I worked assigned to an administrative unit. A year later introduced to by his family now husband. In this way, we fall in love after a year and a half into the marriage hall. But in that joyous sound of firecrackers, wearing a wedding but I feel the happiness of a bride. He did very handsome and tall, and is an expert in the business world. But I always feel that our lack of vigorous love to be married after all, a big girl, I comfort myself in my heart to find that her husband has been very good.
days after, I tasted the sweet wedding. Husband finishes his business, went to the home, housework, love to me is always a plus, I like his pet, a treasure in the palm. There is a new home upstairs downstairs neighbor, also a young couple, they have a lovely 2 year old daughter. Because the two are very young, and soon we became friends. A man of the house who is not tall, appearance is not very attractive people. At that time, we do not have children, who often invited his wife to our house for dinner, where I often took his daughter to the park, shopping, buy a lot of her clothes, toys. Neighbors, are aware that good relations between our two organizations, they said, the two share a nominal kinship as good as your right. In this way, we both formed a nominal kinship, Every time I hear the little girl spit out his mouth, \
was a true rural people, through their own efforts in the late eighties of last century who has passed the university, finding a fairly good job now. Long-term coexistence, I found the appearance of a man who does not have a superior is typical of rural simplicity and ease, the ability to work is also very strong. Because we are engaged in finance, the two sides more gradually up a common language. Gradually, I found and where it is a very pleasant conversation, and I appreciate his pragmatic and heavy. As her husband to do business, often not at home, where she took his daughter to stopping by my house, whenever I feel a lot happier now, I like the feeling with him. I was surprised to find that my heart has a tendency where, who's eyes I can see where he devotedly attached to me, but we are all a family man, trying to control myself.
2001 years my daughter was born, the arrival of the baby brought joy for the home. Her husband also pick up in business, we bought a car. Daughter grew up, we both have similar outings to go out. It seems that two other people happy family of three, but when I play and who felt extremely disturbed by. When the touch each other's eyes, I was so panicked mind. At this time the husband and wife who has two children playing in the teasing, immersed in the beautiful spring.
Initially, we were trying to escape, to escape each other's eyes, to escape the hearts of share should not have emotions. But the more we escape our feelings more deeply. My heart is not in the house more, I always try to find the where the figure. I wandered in the edge of danger, but irresistibly down.
2002 年 Yinchuan who was sent to resident units. Where was gone, I down from the clouds, every day can not see him, my heart is empty. Finally I can not stand the pain of Acacia, a year later, March 8, 2003 I sent my family on business units that will fly straight to Yinchuan. Who came to see me all the way, deeply touched. Where I said I do not want to train, so slow, I want to see you as soon as possible. At that moment, all eyes are hot, \together ... ...
those few days in Yinchuan, I found a wedding honeymoon feeling, and where I taste the sweet together, I cherish every minute we are together every second. I really love in front of the man, love his character, his demeanor, his mature. A great mood all the people there, and he took me to the unmarried girls in the kind of romantic. 20 years, I have never so thoroughly into a love that I know who hate why not earlier, I like a little woman as dependent on where, and this feeling is that her husband never gave me. I finally know what \
Since then, I and who will be out of control. Short year, I've been many times in Yinchuan, light ticket money spent 2 million yuan. But in order to rush back and forth where I do not care, I do not care to spend more money, I just want to put love first.
often return home to see her husband knew nothing about before the busy busy, still like to pet me love me, my heart is so guilty. My husband really good to me, is not too good I can not say a word, but with him, I can not find the feeling of romance, our lives are always lack of flavor. Where I am madly in love with one side and, while her husband is full of remorse, the heart very tired. I know the affair since ancient times women are being reprimanded, and I know I will be with those who blame the world.
Earlier this year, where the back end of the work from Yinchuan. Before, my husband and I bought a big house, that he wanted to return, I can not imagine our two neighbors will do is what kind of situation, they urged her husband hastily moved. Over time, her husband has also been detected, he began to wonder what between me and where, but not sure. After all, who his good friend, how could anything like that, he believed that \
fifteenth day of this year, and I went to a restaurant for dinner where similar. With the end I found my husband everything. At that moment, the three of us looked at each other at the dinner table, that is how awkward position. My husband is very rational, we have no quarrel. After returning home, her husband was silent for a long time, there is no pain quite like a wife to her husband's betrayal, the damage. And I just do not feel a fear, anyway, things have been brought to light, simply 破罐子破摔, a pleasure to let your posture. My husband said: \a man ah, I hurt him, but I have fallen in love with someone else. I do not nod do not shaking his head, I do not know what to do.
wife know where this thing about her calling me, it is nothing more than that will not give up who she is, and advised me to quit. She is a genuine rural people, did not say a few words,
pandora jewelry, those foul Bianxiang I hit, broke up our conversation. Yes ah, what can I say, moral, and ethical is my fault, but I think love is innocent.
Valentine's Day, her husband came back early, a bouquet of flowers in his hand, wish me a happy holiday! Looked at his face look pious, and I burst sad. He is so hard to maintain the the family, after it revealed, never said I was a non-word, inside and out to busy to cook, busy household, trying to restore my heart. But his mood had not a man, even sent me flowers, I would not feel romantic. Alas, such a kind man, with his tolerance, inclusion my everything! Looked at her daughter sleeping at night, watching a home, hey, I heartache, to his daughter, I finally decided not to leave the house.
to break where I did not expect this moment to say the word, where life and death do not agree, a thirty-year-old man is holding me tightly, leaving me in tears It looked almost cried. I love where, look at his sad look, I was very distressed. Who said he would divorce with his wife, and I got married, that I is his true love. But, with families begging hope, in the face of secular gossip, I can not divorce. Who said I was playing with his feelings, then why should he know that I love him deeply and know my hardship. That time, I compromise.
side is waiting for my husband's change of heart, love where one side is hardened. I do not know how to choose. Close friends advised me to go back to the family, the husband of my love is rare in the world, and the U.S. United States, a person so nice. Advising people who would, but the feelings of people stuck in the vortex once, how can easily get out? I said to family members who have each been broken, but still secretly in private contact. I'm tired of the kind of sly pleasures of the moment, my mind was too tired. But I was off and who can not, after all, we love too. At home, in addition to talking to a few meals, my husband and I have nothing to say, Ice cool room is not backed by any life.
I began to regret, and who often come together, if we exercise restraint and that, if we reason that would not have developed to this way. I'm caught in between husband and lover I do not know what to do, on any kind of go, and want to go further left, and always tortured me. Some people say the pain is greater than extra-marital happiness, I am really, really, to appreciate, but I did not think an affair will make four of the pain, so that the two families were injured.
Now, I am still a loss, the feelings of torment me, affected my work. When resting in bed to sleep, wake up to stop eating the things I gained a lot since a month. Now I only feel physically and mentally exhausted and wanted to calm down a man, a good rest. Really do not know when we can end this tough life ... ...
as a listener, I Chujun said, \next. Marriage is a responsibility, sometimes we do need to sacrifice. \
looking Chujun leave the back, I sincerely wish that she could soon spiral out of this affair.
I saw a strange phenomenon, is to look at my log and reproduced in my diary some of the people, are made in the near future the following things: -
1, love, success;
2, the business negotiate a;
3, promoted a fortune;
4, the ease of mind;
5, family harmony was; -
6, good health a;
7, meaning the Maestro .
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