11/22 (2006/11/22)
ludicrous nightmare final night.
suddenly opened his eyes.
radiant clock on the exhibit half elapse four.
appearance the sky namely black, continues to rain.
dry eyes sore.
bare upper body sat up smoking.
readily out of the thick side of the pillow paperback open.
forget when buying a.
saw two and thrown alongside.
What a mess.
smokes smoked. Do it.
there are 3 hours before dawn, go to work.
daze seeing at the ceiling.
then.
I heard a voice.
came a body like memories, opaque but keen, distant but clear.
a man at the other end crying.
whisper, restrained.
you lie to me. Why you do not have to. You do not want me. You do not want me ... ...
I alarm a headset, the MP4's volume to highest.
noisy music tear the eardrum.
merely still kept that voice sounded. Like variant globe of radio.
how to fight too proceeded.
lost headset.
I slowly lay back stiffly in bed, cover your ears.
forced back near to the cold wall, to clutch quick to the knee.
face began to distort, showing cry look.
eyes or dry. Pain intolerable.
cry like a person who is suddenly grabbed by the larynx.
panic but hidden sobbing.
I did not. I did not ... ...
I listening to his fast breathing. Slowly calm, tired. Close your eyes.
then awake time has 9.
quickly get out of the bedroom to dress, aunt in the porridge.
angrily asked why I did not get up me up, had to work late.
she said slowly,
has aided you took leave of paucity, and his fever did not feel what. How not to dress clothes to bed. Cold weather.
I gazed at her a little offended.
know why I am wearing the clothes you always heave my quilt! !
drinking porridge hastily swallowed two aunts to the poison, or go to the company.
happens today, no issue.
company at the corner of the avenue some time antecedent opened a new knead city.
total daily gorgeously mini sister a few age aunt who passed here in droves to buy the other side of the equipment the Department of condoms.
just hide company equipment at the Ministry and Luo Luo smoke.
them again.
On wholesale! You have to pick their own way very distant warehouse! Rain na!
against Luo Luo giggle few times, that I go premier.
cold outside it.
summer just passed, winter came.
has been a long time did not buy clothes, and a closet full of all pajamas.
always wanted to someday find the time to buy clothes, always too lazy to go.
Yani Shen Ke said how do you not recess a week, earn overtime?
I said I love this job and you.
she turned a supercilious.
mommy called again to night.
or more angry than I am.
right. Okay.
alteration the subject. Can I take
stay.
me good. Whatever.
which do not want to work.
me quietly. Mother.
Please.
wrote Shen Ke 2007 (2006/11/24)
1, do not love you at whichever one person in front of tears.
2, forget about your loved, but have not love you. If you still love him, amuse close your jaws, do not talk to him.
3, while you completely forget approximately this person, then you watch him and his friendly hello.
4, do not believe with all your lies close to the stranger, even now he is good.
5, and your friends do not always go to bed. Especially ######.
6, assertive people who do and do not make friends. In addition to imitate their mind is full of plagiarism. There is no value.
7, fewer adjoin with other people's asset. Not affected by the Who. From start to achieve. Quiet good frog.
8, do not touch the syringe. Do not lance the body and then under any name.
9, can be shameless,
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10, or do not ever hurt anyone. Or killing, do not blink,
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accept all the dispose.
do not hate any doctor.
both physiological and psychological.
grateful to every person who tried to save you.
do not have indignation.
do with any feelings. Those inexplicable things that will give you the frustration and cowardice.
secretly hate for you to tell those who ask them to leave.
as nauseate, despise since then, why should always look at me.
I never propose to prepare more food and divine to the morale of sharing to you. Sorry.
last. Also alone, to give herself a reason.
example,
my maximum weak and helpless, when everyone left.
can I know.
When there is a one day come back all the time, who I no longer needed.
like an exceedingly peckish, no food to eat.
other teeth fall out,
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then your teeth fall out in front, earlier educated his porridge.
feasible, a slow decease of aging.
If half-way tired, so I ask you to find a loved man more than five annuals of matrimony,
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put all your misgiving and despair, to acquaint him.
all the feelings of the rest, gave him. 11/25 (2006/11/25)
comrades recently fell in love with boats to buy lottery stamps, competent of misleading human cheated the company of extremely pure and colleagues with him you become an moron.
both hard and soft facilities,
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first contract.
a decisive phase of all chip in to buy 2000 lottery.
Should the winning, everyone equally. The remaining fraction donated to Project Hope.
signature, mallet ruddy mud, thumbprint, according to the footprints.
originally thought this thing would be ended.
comrades was even intensified frenzied boats, all compact requirements altered to amplify the winning rate of the catalogue.
hairy: hair have the money.
Ouyang Yani: Ouyang Xi.
Guo Guo head: Guo wishful.
Cat T: Wen Fugui.
Xie Wen: Xie pick gold.
Amano: An spring.
Wuxi Zhi: witch amplified.
count, 7 people, unlucky.
hiding in the corner so I think they cover security, even the boats were plucked out.
name, Shen lucky.
I blushed.
such a ######y name.
will recruit people envious ah.
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get after all.
even ships signed his current name, even the huge wang.
grace.
really very sharp.
unanimously determined to bite the bullet hit the jackpot we silently ignore the importance of IQ.
then whiz in a cold p.m.,
have the money, Yang Xi, smug,
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later found out that idiot can be infected.
upstairs downstairs, next gate to colleagues in various departments have begun to emulate in droves.
I cook who looked very happy joyous,
winning do not think this is not one-night climax ... ....
buy even a corporation the day everywhere
cry Baiyitang! Lenz hesitated to.
and indeed absurd that the wife finally connected.
go and luxurious to buy dress.
2 jackets boots, get half an hour. Fortunately, lazy
hairy also, do not adore Xia Zhuan. Purchased quit.
coffee on the isle when they encountered Liu Yanlin.
activity with a few billiards.
home.
bath.
apply mask.
Internet. Division
and chat.
diary.
off the assembly line.
nap. 11/26 (2006/11/26)
I do not idea today, he called to ask whether that hurt.
I do not bother to annotate everything.
but I was discouraged,
is that you lied to me.
default is you.
knocked commitment is all you.
sister.
my smart sister.
sophisticated than I, have been older than I know how to consult the favor.
so before you ache me so cared about me.
I always so cold to you.
I have not forgotten that I can cry when you hold me, even aggravate than I look.
I did not forget that my little breakdown of what you say.
I had hoped better of you.
I really want to get better when I poured cold water, you also betray me.
not you say you know me.
you are not one knows better than me in the exertion to get better.
I am not a burden to anybody.
parents how essential to me.
You do not quite remove.
his health recently so bad why do you do that.
I want to show off his confidence in you?
or testify that you have the aptitude to save extra than a muff of his daughter live?
good.
I can even suspect what you say.
reason you are worried about me.
then I excuse you what is the reason?
you tell I have to study to trust people.
at fewest their loved ones.
So immediately, you can not educate me I can believe. 11/29 (2006/11/29)
sun rain.
leave home at midday, began to repair things.
the bedroom broken lamps replaced.
alive apartment aboard the left of the small crystal lights, aunt of the apartment wall and a small TV.
also tinker with the entire afternoon to actually repaired.
to mess things mobilized into a carton of a box.
fish Pa my calculator when playing cards, while lazily seeing me sprinting around in circles,
is not in good belief to ask I needed help.
I grunted quietly, very spine to say no.
the night wind beating that night did not actually cold, probably the last gasps of.
fish but also barbecued dressed like a particle ball of fire at night, I rinsed the next day even sneezing runny nose.
really nice as nought.
everyone kept querying, why are you do doing it. Fuss and what. Corpuscles tin not be what.
I do not know.
feel very good amusement.
neb veins chug to jump.
want to see what the harm.
want to see what a neat.
including fish, stupid brain.
seems like a long period without serious entities.
can in truth merely a few months.
time is too slow. Seems too fast.
fair it just right.
whatever.
just suddenly subconsciously rejected all static things.
Internet. Is to see fight.
QQ ringing on a heap of various message.
do not know the spade.
had ignored.
sometime friends have erased almost the same.
hate the feeling we know each other.
dislike the consciousness they understand every other.
hate him and I speak to her, hate him and I speak to him.
hate her and I talked to her, hate her and I talked to him.
curious state of mind.
inexplicable impetuous.
I did not do any of the circle.
I'm not anyone, anyone not me.
let me be lonely it.
bypass ignore ignore.
until I slowly ignore the last one.
slowly until the last person ignored me.
from happiness.
happy.
grace.
12 / 3 (2006/12/03)
thought it was abdomen. Frequent ache together.
yesterday to photograph the native gallstone. Doctors say Yao has no hit down.
ready to cut.
small action in the third.
this month the company sent a task done, the next month may apply a week off ahead hospitalization.
Shen Ke Long Zeyu that I served you.
I said I served.
go to the hospital when the blood test,
bow was staring out of dingy liquid slowly, suddenly a little dizzy.
listlessly on Long Zeyu that pain.
fixating virtue, he said, before playing with abnormal blood factors play like, you pumping all right, others pumping on the sore, personality ######ism ah?
I started slightly shaking a leg, do not look at prod turned, staring at him not moving.
bastard finally believe that I really uneasy. Lengleng looked at me and say, wow, white-washed face.
other nurses Cawan iodine he fumbled above her arm to the other side of me that I sat on a row of chairs.
eyes closed rest will, the spirit of a lot better.
night we went to drink, I listen to the doctors do not touch liquor.
so silly sitting and watching the dragon Zeyu a drink.
several people were one of his drinking Jack Daniels.
would also want to see him drunk schadenfreude, catching the time to rue it.
This people are not wine at all, really drunk.
other security raised him to the hostel next door to fast the whole person I was crushed. I curse this is deliberate harm.
opened the room to throw the stone bed,
him tuck his hands opposition the atmosphere with the turtle-like casually waving.
cute?
pops pumping his two ears.
finally quiet down.
Shuisi up.
I put a cover page to his face, a body good.
called Yangyang, that you men get drunk, you come look at him, I must go family.
where she said you do.
I said Hotel.
She said, ah?
me anxiety, he did not rape me. You hurry over it.
Yangyang said side to side you giggle Kaka Lo Shen Ke. I'll come.
recently suddenly like to eat roasted sweet potatoes, before they go to work every day nigh the south door below to buy it away.
gray dawn of day, reiterate the headphones put a NEW AGE.
Chuaizhuo bag of lukewarm roasted sweet potatoes slowly.
disappointed God.
little satisfaction. Although almost every
forced and bought breakfast for Luo Luo changed. Luo Luo
I just had to believe namely fresh out of roasted sweet potatoes and bullying my pleasure.
I am actually timid. To give up resistance.
If I would have punched the dragon Zeyu passed.
so I had to console myself 21:39 (2006/12/04)
we get married
you think
Well, I hope you are not kidding
not kidding
you like it Well, I am compliant to
that we intend to blueprint, what to do behind marriage
married, I will take care of you, ah, then a babe
you scared
I afraid of?
afraid I joke ah.
scared, that you may like
I was solemn. You do not arrest me I will float away the
perhaps one hour later
the course, if you get married love me?
course, and will love you, care for you, but I think you are also serious of an hour, then you can say that the export
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