the air in the morning I said

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2010-04-21 06:02:43 Source: Unknown Views: 22
If I can, I do not want to give up; if I can, I will stay with you for a lifetime.
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I had a very painful memories, it is not met Ze happened before. It applied to my life and the shadow of a layer of heavy dust.
small when his parents divorced because of feelings of substandard result, shifting my own society, no one to care if I grow up healthy, and no one to buy me new clothes, and even occasionally I have to hungry the stomach to go to school. Mother left his father all day and out the door with a different woman, I say to those nondescript dress of a woman, hated.
vowed to study hard from the heart, do not give the father any opportunity for me to drop out of school. So, every year to take first,foot chaussures, until I graduated from high school. I know he is no way for me to read a good university, so I just applied for a general university, I want to have a diploma will be able to find a good job, then leave the city, never to return.
in the university's campus, I can forget the pain and sorrow. I own efforts to fight the life I need the source. Although the simple but very happy. On the students talked about love, but I was alone in the case, I began to feel lonely. I want a caring, even if it is not love.
in that lonely days, I met that I wanted to commit suicide was crazy man, Ah Feng. Our love is not romantic, but his infinite care deeply touched me, never had the feeling, because this move, I'm doing wrong life can not be altered error.
in my 75 days and his love life, I give myself up to him, and so bad on pregnant with his child. I thought he was a man, he will be responsible, he should be held accountable. However, he said, not what he wanted, but I voluntary. He broke up with me. Even accompany me to the hospital abortion he did not give me courage. Finally, in his father's scolding voice, I knocked this had been to my unborn child.
After that, I swear I will not believe the man life. I hate this world shameless man. Until I met Ze, I just gave up on the men of this hate, this world will be two old men. One is to understand love, understand the responsibility of man; while the other is selfish, shameless.
I have no reason to love Ze, because he was so good, but I do have had such a stain. But Ze never hold anything against me, and even has comforted me so that in the past with the wind, it is important to the future. In the long ideological struggle, I made a brave decision, I want the front of this man. I love to go with Atonement, to make up for a lifetime.
married, I moved to tears, because Ze so happy I can be happy. I think the future we will have their own happy little home. Everything came so turbulent so exciting.
Ze love me. We lived very happy. Ze is an only child, so we are all living with their parents. Ze's parents has been good to me, so I am happy.
year later, Ze's mother said. I said:
I told Ze said, my mother took me to the hospital to check it. Ze laughed and said, eager to be her mother grandchildren, you go. Then we have a child.
However, Ze do not know how much I worry, I have a foreboding that my happiness in this life will end. A month later, my mother took me to the obstetrics and gynecology examination. My heart beat faster, I think I have in the past, I cried. I do not know the mother has been in the past to comfort me afraid.
After checking, the doctor put her mother into his office and told her my situation. Mom finally know my period of painful memories. In the hospital, she alone, without even looking at me on the back. I cried and called to tell Ze, I think my mother knew my past,beats by dre, how do I do? Ze said, so he let me go home.
mother sitting in the cold room,monster beats, waiting for me. She hated eyes staring at me: apologize in front of her mother, begging her forgiveness, Ze also knelt down and begged her to forgive me, but my mother, will not forgive me.
she threw out all my things, I say out loud: Ze said in front of his mother a lot, and begged her to give us a chance, Ze can not do without me, but, my mother, because I hate Chak, then more and more.
finally I left the house. But at that time, Ze him to accompany my side. I thank this man for me to make the sacrifice and courage. We thought so after the birth of a child or have a child, my mother's sake look at the grandchildren can forgive me.
Ze's father came to me and said: to give their home a peaceful living environment. Ze will forget me.
day, I prepared last Ze dinner, often pay no attention to his usual habits all in his ear for a while. I hope the day does not he can take care of themselves. That night,chaussures de foot, I did not sleep. Moment in 0100 when I pack up the simple clothes and leave.
the air in the morning I said: love.
Postscript: some things, wrong is wrong. Even if our hearts are not bad,christian louboutin, but our mistake was not understanding. But loved not regret it. Because we cherish through life.
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